Swimming to the finish line
Putting you behind.
Killing the past
To accept the present
To accept the future
That doesn’t include you
I run away to la la land
To cope with pain I don’t understand
I let myself go down the rabbit hole
To hit rock bottom and climb again
Swimming up just to break the surface
Breathing to fill my lungs
And with deep sighing and shallow breathing
I make my way under the red sun.